walking

At the stones, it occurred to me, that, I could just keep walking, without preparing flask, or cardigan or the right shoes, or thought for returning.

Disconnected. Thinking.

Triggered annoyance from the repetition of the act of the cat and the woman’s words

Walking and walking, over drying mud and water.

In the wood.

Until I look up and there it is, the magnificent creature. Balancing on long thin legs, poised to leave.

We look at each other for a long while. It, finding its place, in the exact present moment. Ony being here and now. A sign.  Finally, I connect to something other than the words in my head. Hovering between awe and rising joy, stepping forward, only to see the wide winged heron bend, crane its neck then fly above the water, through the trees, passing the sun.  

All the sounds of the world are here, water flowing, trees creaking, the earth turning facing its ground to the sun, damp rising, warmth creeping, shadows stretching, the flapping of the heron’s wings as it takes flight to leave.

Pure nature, calming my annoyed soul. Hunger rising.

On exiting the wood, warmth rests on my arm and cheek.  It is as if the bird never existed, but for the feeling of joy lifted my heart.

Have you ever wondered…

Tonight, when I was out walking and knitting, through the allotments and the wood, I wondered, ‘Have you ever wanted to know what it is like to sell up your home in a city and move to an old croft house facing the Sea in Shetland?’ 

Well, I did that, as a single woman in my late 50’s and wrote the story.   On Patreon, I will share my story of living in Shetland from the time I went to view the old, tiny, sea-facing croft house three weeks before signing the binding Scottish missives  – from opening its original plank house door, to the day of walking away and closing it again behind me, 14 months later. Because, I had to leave it.  

On Patreon, I will post the book’s chapters in chronological monthly instalments, aligning them with the month of the year that we are in currently in August 2023, with the same month in 2020. The story will start from the day I went to see the house for the first time. As time passes, the story will unfold about the previous tenants of the Levenwick croft house and my research into their lives in Shetland. I spent many hours in the archives at Shetland Museum, going back through records to the 1840’s. I was especially interested in Susan, who was born in the house in 1876 and died there, 83 years later, in 1960. In every chapter, as well as writing on my life in Shetland, I write her a letter, linking past and present. Some of the chapters are linked to knitting patterns that I designed, inspired by my croft house and Susan, at that time.

Additionally, I knit, teach online colour blending workshops for Fair Isle knitting and design small Fair Isle style knitting patterns.  I only use Jamieson’s of Shetland, Spindrift yarn because of its many colours, hues and tones.  Two of my Patreon tiers offer a bi monthly meet up to talk about knitting projects or my old Shetland croft house or life in Shetland for a ‘Sooth Moother’

Take a peek at the tiers and come and join me. If you do join, I will email a thank you but bear in mind, the time difference from the UK to your place and I work in between. 🙂

https://patreon.com/tracey_doxey

the little mitts are Fiona Blue and in the link below

https://www.ravelry.com/designers/tracey-doxey